kenapa?

arghhhh...

harini rasa cam nak duduk dalam bilik n tidur... xnak wat ape2

upcoming 4th april is my beday...

i happy about that... but my mind keep to erase tis date...

i hope nobody will remind me tis date...

dont celebrate or wish me... 

because....

i dont deserve receive any kind from people,,

i dont deserve to be celebrate...

i dont deserve to have any good thing...

because i am a JERK...

i always... make my mom dissappointed...

i always.. make my dad annoy me..

i always show my tempered to my friends...

i always show my unpredictable attitude to my friends...

people dont deserve have me as a friends...

my mom dont deserve have daughter like a jerk ..

my dad dont desever have a daughter like a rubbish...

my friend dont ddeserve have a friends like me...

i always...

alwayss.... not thankful..

ALLAH gave everything to me...

but i never thankful....

what kind human like me????

aaa.... today ...tomorrow... and tulat getting worst...

me... me... just thinking wanna die... because myself...

sepatutnya saya tak dilahirkan sebagai manusia... biarlah jadi benda lain ... atleast haiwan xde akal tapi sentiasa beriman pada ALLAH... sentiasa buat baik pada manusia... sentiasa menyayangi ...sekitarnya...

me nothing!!!!